My home is my haven and I love decorating it in an eclectic mix of cottage and primitive styles. I enjoy gardening and dabbling in painting, doll-making and needlework. My good husband is the patient genius who builds wooden projects for me to paint and play with. My life is pretty simple, quiet and happy. I hope you enjoy your visit to "Angel Wings & Apron Strings."
2/3/11
When God Calls
God’s call doesn’t only come once when he calls us to our vocation. No, it comes over and over.
There is a moment when God calls you. It is as if he sends a note, as on a tuning fork, and it reverberates in your heart.
It might sound in the midst of a busy street, or in the depths of solitude, or on a train or airplane, or on a crowded city bus. But you hear it—unmistakably.
"Now!" it says. "Now! Arise! Go! Go to this place or that. Go speak to this person or that one. Go write this book or article. Arise and be reconciled with your neighbor. Arise and take the step for which I have been preparing you."
At this point, you hold on to your chair, symbolically speaking. The last thing you want to do is arise and go, because when God calls, he purifies through suffering the one he chooses.
If you follow him, you may be spit upon or have stones thrown at you—figuratively or literally. You may be called names, as I was when I tried to talk about racial justice in the Deep South during the 1940s.
But when you hear God’s call, it is more agonizing to sit still than to obey. Such was the experience of Jonah, of Jeremiah, and of many other prophets.
When you hear God’s call, whatever it is, there will be tremendous turmoil in you. You will feel as if you are being ripped apart.
This is the beginning of your journey inward, the moment of realization that the Holy Spirit dwells within you, as well as outside of you.
The moment when you hear God’s call is a moment of recognition, a moment of receptivity, and of deep openness. It is the moment when all we have to do is realize that we are creatures, and that it is God who is calling us.
What is he calling us to? He is calling us to what each of us most deeply desires. He is calling us to a life that will bear fruit, for sterility is the most tragic thing that can happen to us. Remember the parable of the fig tree?
God offers us fertility. He offers us a life of unimaginable fruitfulness, because he offers us the possibility of helping him build his kingdom.
What is that kingdom? It is you and me, and the girl who takes drugs, and the alcoholic down the street. His kingdom is the lame and the blind, the lonely, and the jobless, the rich and the poor. It includes all human beings. It is the whole world.
The moment when you hear God’s call is also the moment of prayer. Not of long prayers, not of prayer as you or I might understand it, but something else, something so very simple: "Lord, I believe; help my unbelief." "Jesus, help me."
He is used to that prayer, and often it is not even voiced aloud. It’s a cry of a few words, a cry of agony, a cry for help, a wordless cry for clarity.
Behind these short cries, accented with pain or sorrow, or even with joy, lies the plea, "Help me to move on, to wherever you want to take me."
For the moment God calls is also the moment of choice. It is one of many such moments, for we will be called to choose every day of our lives until we die.
But the fantastic thing about it is our freedom. We are utterly free to turn back from this power that draws us on. We are free to loose ourselves from the bonds of a love that demands our total surrender. Nothing prevents us from saying no—nothing except God’s love!
We crave greatness for our lives, and God asks us to become.. little.
To pass through the door that leads to his kingdom, we must go down on our knees.
Catherine Doherty
Catherine Doherty is one of my favourite writers on spirituality. I hope this blesses you today.
joy in Christ..Trish
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Great post...so know that feeling and dealing with it now...this says it so well and encourages me to press on.
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What an amazing post Catherine.
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Laura
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This is what I have been doing...going down on my knees and asking, begging Him to show me what He wants me to be.
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Thank you for your prayers, for your love and your friendship...I will be returning shortly.
Maria
This is an amazing post!
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Elizabeth-
I could relate to this all too well. It is hard to hear but I know I needed to be reminded to keep pressing on. Keep my ear in tune with His calling and leading. Even if I have the feeling why me Lord.
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-Mary
So beautiful! This is something I have been doing! And I know that I can still try even more to search and follow His leading! Thank you for this post my dear!
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ReplyDeleteTrish,
ReplyDeleteSometimes, it's difficult to know when God calls. In this busy and hectic life that we often lead, it's difficult to hear God's voice, for it has to compete with all the "worldly voices" out in the world.
When we do realize that God is calling us, it can be an exciting but scary thing as well. But like you said, we can resist the call, but obviously, this is not a wise choice. Oh, it's SO hard to do what God wants us to do, isn't it?
-Lady Rose
Beautiful. Makes me really think about some things rolling around in my head. I gave you an award on my blog.
ReplyDeleteHi Trish,
ReplyDeleteI have not read anything by Catherine Doherty until now,
and WOW!, this was a blessing in so many ways. Thank you.
Quoted from post;
"For the moment God calls is also the moment of choice."
God bless your weekend,
Michele
This SO blesses me -- I have been on this journey of calling and been writing about it on my blog (only the first part). Anyway, I'm going to save this post -- print it out or something to just savor those words. Thank you so much for sharing this.
ReplyDeleteWhat a wonderful thing! That was so refreshing and inspiring; thank you for sharing.
ReplyDeleteWe all need to be reminded over and over of His great calling for each of us, and to stay true to that calling.
Blessings and love,
Marqueta
Trish,
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-Lady Rose